ytd, sms u, no reply
today, sms u, reply, but such a 'cold' reply..

so wired, 2 days b4, still have sweet chat; but after, totally different, u didn't call me, didn't msg me...

may be, u already loss all ur incentive
may be, u graduately loss ur interest as time pass by
may be, u discover i'm not suitable to u
yes, may be, im not mature enough to be a gf; im not suitable to be a gd gf, im not considerate, understanding, supportive enough to be a gf...
i can't look after u becox i also can't look after myself
i can't take gd care of u becox i also can't take gd care of myself
i still rely on others a lot as also i muchly want to find some to rely on
im too navie and childish to become a gf
im a hk style gal, self-center and calculated
*luv has no formular*

last episode, i learned 'mature'
tonite's program, i learned 'to luv someone is willing to give up a lot without expecting any returns or rewards just for the sake of u'

I, tonite, a little bit wanna cry, i rmb i have cried for u once (or twice?)

its a matter of time? or is actually shutted by my personality?
一帆風順~only to my work (but already a thank of gift :), not apply to my luv... (can greedy that also give me same smoothness on this???????)

i dono... i just know, after receivng and watching ur cold reply, im down n loss, and~ i give up (with false hope, and no hope)

i'll become better n better, i do learn those important elements fr this experience. i can do it better, trust me.